Hi @Antoinette, I noticed that this was your first post, and I just wanted to say I am so sorry to hear that you’ve lost your husband and that you’ve found people around you have not being supportive of you expressing your grief. I’m glad you’ve found this site, as this is a good place to be honest about your feelings and find people who understand.
I saw that you hadn’t had anyone reply directly to you yet, and hopefully someone will soon. But, as your post was a reply to a conversation started by someone else, you may also wish to try starting a new conversation yourself, which can sometimes get noticed more easily.