Yes we are definitely looking forward to it thankyou! We normally go to london frequently! Awh that sounds lovely, a bench seems lovely im remembrance to him!
yes i am in a prviate but its more of a charity nursery! Sometimes i do it depends what i have planned really! So i have a week of in june as we are going away to disney paris!
no we actually wore green for st patricks day instead!xx
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Oh wow! Disneyland Paris sounds exciting! Have you been before? It’s good you get to travel about and visit different cities… enjoy it while you’re still young.
Aww St Patrick’s day fancy dress sounds fun and I bet the little ones looked cute 
. My workplace had a collection in memory of my son so the bench is from them- they were very generous and caring . He went to the school so there are a few staff members who knew him. Hopefully the weather picks up and I can sort the garden. I like being out there as it’s good for my mental health. I hope you have a lovely, relaxing evening xx
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No i havent i actually havent been before, i got my passport just before covid!
so itll be my first holiday abroad! They definitely did, i have an 8 month starting next week so gonna be really busy! Awh that is so lovely, sounds like he was so loved and is missed by everyone:heart: and what youve said about him too you definitely raised them right and done an amazing job hed be so proud fingers cross that you get to tidy the garden up then! Itll be kinda like your way then to talk to him or something if that makes sense! Thankyou, you too! And enjoy your weekend too! Do you break up for easter?xx
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You’ve waited a while to use your passport then! It’ll be amazing I’m sure and a lovely memory to look back on.
Aw 8 month old babies… you must be exhausted with the little ones but how lovely and rewarding to support them at that young age. I’d get broody being around them!
My son didn’t like school to be honest 
. They wanted a bench at the school but it would be too painful seeing it there and knowing why they have it - I have enough reminders and my garden is our personal space so I prefer it here. That’s really kind of you to say about his upbringing . He was a lovely lad. Knew his own mind and could be a bit stubborn but would help anyone if he could 
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Yes i have! Yeah im very excited for it as its not long left now either! yes, we have quite a few younger ones at the moment now, and we also have over a year old! But looking forward to having her, and watch her develop i had another 8 month old last year and shes done amazing! some of them i get a little broody but then im like well i can give them back to you awh yeah thats very understandable though! Have you managed to sort the garden out? Awh thats lovely i think sometimes everyone can be a bit stubborn in their own little ways!xx
I can understand why you would be broody being around the little ones but nice to have the time and enjoy interacting with them and then handing them over at the end of the day! I’d love to work with younger children but too old now and haven’t the energy anymore.
I haven’t managed to get into the garden yet - non stop rain here! My eldest bought me a rose bush as my birthday is coming up so I really do need to get out. We break up for Easter next week so 
we get some sun 
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It’s lovely you have your holiday to look forward to - everyone needs to have something positive to focus on, especially during these difficult times XX
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Yes, i love their facial expressions they have some funny ones and when youre having a bad day those little hugs that they give you too! yes thats understandable, i was so scared with working with babies when i first started working in a nursery! I liked the older ones but now i cant imagine being in another room!
Oh no!! Hopefully youll get to do it when the holidays are here then i have my fingers crossed for you! 
awh thats lovely, have you got much planned? I suppose it isnt really the same now though is it? Its the same with me! But we have to get through it for the ones we have lost xx
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I haven’t planned anything, just working as usual. I think my son’s birthday anniversary will be harder to get through than my own as I have felt that was with my dad and brother’s. Just another day to get through is how I’m feeling about tomorrow.
It’s good you enjoy your job and you will have plenty of experience for when you have children of your own- presuming you want children?
Have you done anything nice this weekend? I find they go so fast but the sun was out for a while here for a change 
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Yes 100% the anniversaries are the worst thats what i find! 
awh thats fair! Yes, i would like some in the future but it does scare me a little bit! me and my parner has spoke about names as well if the time came to it! But may change when it comes but we agreed that were gonna have my grandadis name as a middle if we have a boy so!
no not really, we have just chilled really! As the next two weekends were quite busy! But can never beat a chilled weekend! They do, i also find that when you have holidays they go so fast too really!!xx
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A lovely way to honour your grandad, having his name included in that of your child . I had family names included in both of my son’s.
Having children is amazing although you never stop worrying no matter how old they are!
Today hasn’t been too bad…had a few tears but people at work were very thoughtful and my eldest made an effort to make it a nice day . I hope your day has been good XXx
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Yes so we definitely spoken about it! And i have little tattoo to remind me of him too! yeah, i bet, i still have to let my nan know when i get home and stuff so she knows im home as she worries a lot!
Im glad he made it a nice day for you all! I did think about you and glad you managed to get through the day as best as you can sending hugs!
My day has been okay, i feel like people just get on my nerves and stuff though sometimes and take the joke at my work xxx
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Bless you, it’s hard to bite your tongue when you know others aren’t pulling their weight. I’m sure every workplace has at least one person like that.
That’s lovely having a little tattoo for your grandad . I have one for my dad and brother- looking for something for my son now although I may have both boys names together… I kept telling them I would get one.
Your nan sounds very caring and it’s lovely she still wants to know when you’re home safely - especially after all you have been through and the way the world is now - so many cruel people around.
I hope work today was better for you XX
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Yes its very hard to say the least! But just going by as each day comes! Yeah i got one for my dad too, but i was unsure of how to have my grandads though so its just recently that i had it done! Awh thats sounds nice having their names! Have you got many?
Yes definitely thankyou for your words yeah work is good, just getting very busy abd new ones are starting so nice to have my energy on that!
How have you been doing?xx
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I had my dad and brothers names together in an infinity design. I was going to have just my youngest son’s name but I would like both sons names together as I don’t want the eldest to feel left out - even though he wouldn’t. I’ll always have two sons . Tattoos are a lovely tribute. I do have one of my ex I desperately need to cover up!
Glad you find work helps and the distraction is a blessing these days. I couldn’t imagine staying home all day just thinking about everything…
I’ve been okay today thank you. On a trip tomorrow so looking forward to that. It’s to do with growing so lots of plants - just what I like 
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Glad your day went well 
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Awh thats lovely, yeah definitely! that sounds like a great idea! You will always have your boys, and as long as you know that, thats all that matters! And one of them is an angel looking down on all of you ooh yeah, will you cover it or would you remove it?
No, i would just be twiddling my thumbs and be in my own head which is never a good sign these days!
Im glad youve been okay, awh that sounds nice; i like going on trips! Hopefully the weather is okay!
Im doing rice krispies nest with mine next week xx
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Really thoughtful words - thank you .
I’m going to get the.ex partners name covered… I just need to decide with what
Thank you, hope the weather is decent tomorrow and the children enjoy it. I don’t mind the cold but walking around outdoor in the rain won’t be much fun!
Aww, that’s a lovely Easter activity. Do the children have an Easter bonnet parade? XX
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No need to thank me! oh thats the thing just decisions isnt it? yeah and its really nice to get that children out of their environment too! We have buggies for the non walkers so they can go out too! Is it a busy day for you today? Not really, i think we just mainly go with what we have and go with the flow mainly its different each year!xx
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Today was quite nice and the children enjoyed running around outdoors. The weather was good for a change too. It’s good your little ones can be included on outings and they take so much in at that young age. Sadly some children don’t get to visit many different places for whatever reason.
I would prefer to do something different each year. Our plans are repeated so the same year group staff have the same lessons to teach, same trips etc every year.
I hope you have had a good day today XX
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Awh im glad that it was a good day! Yes they definitely do take so much in! Its just nice to get them out for sure! Yeah ny day was so much better than today, today was very hard and busy! 
glad its the weekend, are you doing much? Work is just very hard and busy but it does take my mind of everything going on! How have you been today though?xx
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Glad your day was good too 
. Best to keep busy and distracted rather than nothing to do and overthinking. How did the making of the Easter nests go with the little ones?
I’ve broken up for Easter now. Seeing my closest friend and maybe take my mum out for an early birthday lunch as she’s 70 next month. Hopefully get in the garden weather permitting 
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Have you anything nice planned for the weekend? XX
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