Here for a chat if you need it

I don’t know when my last one will be, I still can’t talk about Mark without getting upset. I had a session this morning xx

I used To drink glenfiich whiskey. Maria was a brandy woman and also barcadi and coke and a pint xxxx

Mark always drank asbach brandy and mine smirnoff xx

Maria like the best brandy ,xxxx

Hello Poppet
I am glad you have been out today, I have kept myself busy in the house, but earlier in the evening I became very sad, but with my son and daughter here, I hide it, they work hard and I mustn’t bring them down. I have found a method of hiding my tears , I bite my cheeks, it works, so they don’t have to deal with my crying so much.
I’ve had a few tears in the day, and at bathtime I screamed at Mark for leaving me.
I hope you have a good sleep.
Sending love. Goodnight xxx

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Yes you too, try and have a good sleep xx

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I scream at my Mark every day for leaving me alone xx

Goodnight my love. Have a good sleep. Wake up refreshed xxx

Goodnight Dave
Glad you had a good session with your counsellor, she sounds very good.
Sleep well xxx

I do now and again, just wish he could cuddle me again xxx

You have just reminded me what i say first thing in the morning, good morning shitty world xxx

Good night, I will be going to sleep myself soon xxx

I always say here we go again, another long lonely day without you x

So true, just muddling on every day xx

Yes, its a crappie life now without the ones we love in it xx

True, so unfair it’s like wading through quicksand just to get through another day.
Goodnight love to you xx

Love to you too xx

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Yep life is more than bloody hard now. But you know what to all of you THANK YOU. Thank you for making it easier thank you for listening to me rant thank you for including me in your conversations and for your advice. And finally thank you so much for being my invisible friends. We’ll do it I promise together. Xx

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Thank you too, for your wonderful advice and being so helpful.
Sending you love
Goodnight xxx

Life at the moment is so crap .i have gotta get through this for maria.

It is going to take a long time .i know this .everyone is helping everyone. Get through this horrible road we are on xxx