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We’ll all do it. Together. Xx
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Yes we will helping each other. Xxxx
You’re right Dave, it’s a truly horrible road that we are on, some days I just scream out loud, it’s so painful and lonely and scary to imagine how we will carry on without them. xxx
I have no idea how i am getting through this as i do not see anyone it like i am not here .that is how feel I do not exist anymore. My family live miles away from me. It makes me feel unwanted…xx
How i am going to get through my birthday in 2 weeks i have no idea xx. Apart from being on here xxxx
Any way off to bed goodnite all. Sleep well. Xxx
Sorry that you feel you do not exist, l know how hard it is, it’s a feeling of not belonging, but on this site we feel the same, it’s early days, and the pain is raw, we loved our partners so much, it’s hard to imagine a future without them.
Try to have a good sleep
Sending love xxx
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Goodmorning all ,looks sunny here. Lets hope we all had a good sleep last night and today is a good day how so for us all.
What we all gonna do today.i am going to try and get out. Xx
@Diggerdave
Morning. Yes let’s hope we have a better day than yesterday.
I’m going to take my son’s dog out before it gets too hot and then get on with sanding this bench……determined to make it look good.
Hope you manage to get out n let’s hope we have either no tears or just a few if we have to…x
Same here no tears today or not as many .got to go shop little bits and bobs i need. Then relax xx
@morning all
I seem to have upset the apple cart early folks. I woke up crying. In a couple of weeks I’m taking my partners ashes to scatter in Crete and for some reason it’s really played on my mind and I’ve got a bit anxious about it. Also think I’m a bit apprehensive about the memories that’s going to hit me as well. Xx
@Tenpin
Darlin…you haven’t upset the apple cart at all. We are all human…these bloody tears tell us that…
I love Crete. Went there with my previous partner of many, many years and I actually won a holiday at the same hotel whilst there. It was in Gouves…!!!
I’m sure you’ll be upset when you scatter his ashes but he’ll be watching and loving you when you do it.
Us lot on here will be thinking if you as well.
Thing is it has to be done I suppose.
My partners son has still not asked where his dad’s ashes are…!!!x
@Mitzi1
Gouves!! That’s where we always go. We stay at the Artemis apartments run by Soryandvhis family. We always drove through the old army base past the campsite and on to the beaches in Gournes. Just opposite the Avril restaurant. So shallow you can walk really far out. We all used to call it summertime beach. Crying just thinking about it. X
Hiya mate .i am not bad. Not good just me. I am going out for some bits.that must be you about the ashes. Maria is staying with me simply as that.
Started the garden i hope .just made a few calls .just waiting forv reply.
Anyway just going out now chat later xxxxx
Hi just thinking about what you are going to with the ashes .makes me feel so sorry for you. I can not spread Maria’s ashes she has to stay with me…Tinking of you. Xxxx
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Will be thinking of you when you go on holiday, it will be emotional for you but he will be with you.
Im supposed to put Mark in the garden but im being selfish and just want him with me, don’t want to let go. Ive told the kids to put me in with their dad and then do it, then I can be with him again.
How are you doing today, I hope you are ok, Im up and down today, more down than up. I don’t know what it is, I’m missing Mark so much lately. I feel like ive hit rock bottom again.
Sending you love and hugs xxx
@Tenpin
I can’t remember the hotel name just now but it was quite a big one right by the beach. We could walk into the little town probably a mile away either by the coast path where a small road train ran or over the back countryside area. I remember it had a little chapel in the grounds and they threw the best BBQ I’ve ever seen…
Gosh it must be 17 years ago…I wonder if it’s changed, it must have, everything changes, places, people and unfortunately life…xx
@Tenpin
Marina Beach I think is the hotel…x
Just got in i am knackered. Having lunch then a kip.
How are we all doing today .i came home to an empty house horrible. Got what i needed xxx
Today I am up and down, I’m missing Mark so much more recently. The further the days goes, the more I miss him.
It just makes me realise he is never coming home and that’s what hurts.
The weather here is cloudy and cold, I have been sat in the garden but its too cold so come back in.
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