Izzy my Granddaughter has told me that her “Baby” is homesick and needs to go home, Made me smile. I had “Baby” for 10 days.
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Today is ok, no tears yet so hopefully it will be a good day, its 24 weeks since I lost Mark today.
Im glad you won at the casino last night.
How are you doing today
xx
Sorry It was meant for you
I read it wrong
How are you doing today
xxx
Yes just been talking to my neighbour. Nice out xx
@Diggerdave
I’m so glad you’re feeling positive and you had a good night in the end last night.
I’ve got to try n pull myself together because I’ve got my 8 year old granddaughter until next Friday so can’t let her see me upset…x
Yes. Not a big win ,but a win is a win hey . And i had 2 pints first time in a long time .maria was missing but she was there xxxx
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Im sat in the garden but its gone cloudy xx
Nice here. Just gonna have my lunch. Cheese buttie xx
@Rob05
Yes baby needs to go home…but I bet she comes back again sometime for another stay…
Aren’t our tots just fantastic and such a joy amid our sadness…x
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Yes i had to go out for my wife. I had 2 pints and won £40 .my mother-in-laws. Favourite number came in xx
Quiet in here
Hello all how are we all
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Awake I’m afraid!
Good morning all .nice day again xx
Hi Mol2, I am so sorry for your loss. I suddenly lost my absolute soulmate 11 weeks ago. Now feel I am just existing. The thought of a future without him is just unbearable. I have had an awful week, just despair. Everyone on here know the hell you are going through. We can only hope for better days to come in time.
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Lonelyplanet, I am so sorry for your sudden loss. I also suddenly lost my husband in February and the guilt I feel is terrible. I am convinced I should have done more. The pain of this new way of living is unbearable.
I’m glad you had a nice birthday and well done on your win. I’ve had a bad week, I am hoping to at least have a bit more motivation this week, its so difficult to even get out of bed in the morning. I wish everyone on here a better day.
Hello
Yesterday flew by, I spent a lot of time cleaning and gardening, then at five o’clock, my daughter had asked me to meet her in the nearest village, as there are not busses after work on a Saturday. The village is two miles away, I walked a mile, then my son came along and asked where I was going, when I told him, he said he was going to pick her up and bring her home, before going back to work.
So I had to walk a mile back, because he had too much work stuff in his car.
When I got home, he rang to say, she told him to go because she wasn’t ready, and he needed to go.
Then my daughter rang and said she needed me to meet her because she had bought some shopping for us and it was heavy. Its five miles home from where she works, so I quickly got out my bike and rode the five miles to town. with the groceries in my bike basket, we walked the five miles home, it was gone eight before we arrived, I was shattered, but it was a lovely evening.
Today is very pleasant, still loads to do, but I’m not rushing today!
Hope you have a nice day xx
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I haven’t got anything planned for today, the weather here is nice so will probably sit in the garden later.
Im glad you had a lovely day yesterday, and got to see the children. I haven’t heard from mine for awhile, I don’t mind if they don’t come to see me but a text message now and again would be nice.
Im off to see my brother again at the end of the month, he keeps asking me to move where he is so I am not on my own. At the moment I just want to stay here and said I will decide next year what to do.
Hope you are doing ok,
Love and hugs
xxx
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Aine, I am sure you did all you could with what you knew at the time. We all do this guilt trip, Why did I not go in the ambulance, why did I not insist that I took her to A&E . It does not do any good. What is done is done. Stop beating yourself up with this unhelpful guilt. Try and think of the good things you did together what you did for him that made him happy or smile. Try and find a little happy place even if it brings a tear. That is what I do.