Good night, sleep well.
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Good night 
, hope you have a peaceful night sleep.
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Night night everyone
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Hi brummy,
I hope today was not to hard for you, and you found some peace.
Take care.
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Good night hope you have a peaceful night sleep
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a few go bed early, I would but only ever get 1 or 2 hours sleep so its pointless for a lot, I’d be up before 11,must be good if you can sleep I envy you
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Babycake,
i can so relate to what you said.i talk to my dear wife all the time.telling her how much i loved her and that i always will, how much i miss her and everything about her.I sleep cuddled to one of her tops every night to help bring me some comfort.i really want her here physically but i know it cannot be.I find nightime/bedtime so hard and still cry most nights.I still get flashbacks to the paramedics doing cpr on my wife in the living room,it still seems like yesterday even after over 12 months but i have often read grief has no time limit or direction.Its a horrible path we all find ourselves on.i feel so robotic too, the same groundhog days, get up, go to work, back to the empty house, go to bed, then all again the next day, then there are the weekends which i find so hard like so many of us on here.you are so right its so heartbreaking this journey.Take carex
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Hi nightwish1
Thank you.Its been another hard day.I was not doing too bad until late this afternoon then the tears came again.i try to occupy myself the best i can but i still get upset.if the weather had been better would have been in the garden.i try to think of happy memories but often the sadness overides them.
I hope you are ok .
Take care
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Goodnight John
Goodnight all 
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Here’s hoping everyone gets some sleep tonight. All the best
Tom
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Good night everyone I have had a really bad weekend just really struggling had quiet alot of meltdowns I really hate the weekends I talk to my wife all the time but the emptiness and loneliness without my wife is killing me so much I keep thinking this time last year we did xyand z my mind never stops I just love her and really miss her so so much take care everyone
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Good Morning All.
It’s been a funny old weekend.
Friday, my birthday was great and I enjoyed it.
Saturday, tears and upset.
Sunday a little less of the same.
I was doing so well and I know I will again but when you feel sad everything multiplies and not just to do with our loss.
This morning I feel more positive especially after reading some pages from a book by Donna Ashworth called Loss written in rhyme.
I now have to prepare me n the cat for the travel to Wales which I absolutely detest, especially around Manchester airport because I get totally confused and no idea why because I’ve been doing this journey for 6 years…plus the weather not conducive to the journey.
That was one of my Johns sayings.
Wish he was coming with me but then again he is..
Try and have a good day all and I’ll report from Wales when I eventually get there..
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Morning @Mitzi1
Yes this grief journey is very sneaky you think hey I’m doing ok then wham it hits you and there is nothing you can do except let it in. We now know it will pass but only when it’s good and ready.
Safe journey and remember “You’ve got this”.
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Morning everyone I had a restless night I woke up this morning with pain to my shoulder blade feels like tension then I got a reminder off the alexa for my wifes b12 injection to order I really really struggle every morning as we would be both be getting ready for work together and I would be helping my wife with things we would be talking to each other as we would get organised for our day I hate this loneliness and emptiness in our forever home it so so happy when I was the both of us together now it is just full off sadness I wish I could just be with my wife so much I know we all wish we could be with our loved ones so much life is so so cruel I hate how quickly I lost my wife what should have been our happiest day to the worst day of my life we had such a beautiful day together it was so nice the sun was out we both had such a beautiful day together then to be taken so fast later that evening I just cant accept how could it happen so fast I still replay the full day and I can’t stop thinking about my wife I am just so so sad all the time half of me passed when my wife did I feel so guilty that I am still hear and my wife is not we should have had so meny more years making memories and dreams together my wife and I where only 50 the year before when we did turn 50 my wife done a surprise 50th for me we stayed in a 5 star hotel for 3 days we loved it so so much I just cant believe that my beautiful wife has Been taken from me I really really struggle everyday I miss absolutely everything this is a horrible rollercoaster ride that we are all on I just wish I could get off it and turn back the time I am trying my best but really I am screaming inside I just wish I did have family and friends to help me but I am so alone I am frightened to all the time take care everyone
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Have a safe journey, hope the weather brightens up for you.
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Morning Everyone
The weather pretty much the same as it was yesterday. Hopefully it won’t rain as much as yesterday. I am going to do some batch cooking today. To stock my freezer up with meals .Hope everyone gets through the day the best they can .
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I really feel for you Love01. I’m the same, just so so sad almost all the time now and really struggling with my loss.
I hope you manage to have a good day today, take good care
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Is there an invite to tea.???
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You’d have a long way to come from wales lol
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@Love01 sorry you’re have a rough time, the loneliness is hard to cope with. The weekends are always the hardest to cope with. I hope you have a better day today.
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