I cant think Teddy i really dont know .sams ashes are here in the front room i bought him some balloons .will let them go .im balloon mad he would laugh .and red carnations sam supported arsenal so everything red . I will see what tomorrow brings x
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Big hugs to you Teddy. You did very well today to show up and show willing at work. Thatās a true achievement when everything is so hard and so much has happened. It canāt have been easy but you did it. X
Thank you ladies , yes I did but itās so bloody hard but tbh life is hard at the best of times . I called my supervisor and told him I really struggled today , he was lovely actually and just told me to hang in there . Itās just a weird feeling as your literally in so much pain to the point you think your heart is going to fall out off your body but people look at you as if your normal . Iām actually not one that talks about my personal life to people and donāt like putting my shit on anyone . Very weird feeling Iām there in body but so, so sad and broken . Daniel supported Arsenal too . God do I miss my son xxxx
Thank you for all the supportive posts.Even more grateful knowing you are all going through your own nightmares. I have few words as I feel really really tired. I am just finding it so hard to process two losses. My brain feels all tangled up and it just feels too much. I feel as if reality has finally kicked in and I do not want it. Am hoping to.orrow .might be better. I appreciate all your sharing . I will be thinking of you and Sam tomorrow Zoe,love to all.x
Hi Nell .your loss of your beautiful daughter is so new .yet here you are trying to comfort others .your daughter would be very proud of her mum .im so sorry for your loss my friend xx
Iām glad Iāve found this place where we can comfort each other. Least we know there are people who really understand because they are grieving too. Thereās nice kind people on here and fellow travellers. Xx
Totally agree with you , this platform helps so much . Hugs to all the ladies xxx
No one gets it like we all do . Xxx
Well done Teddy I have a lot of admiration for youxx
Today I have been helping my Grandson move into his new flat.It has given me something to focus on.It breaks my heart knowing his Mum is not here to look after him. He is autistic .He will properly move in at the weekend its not far from me so I will be able to support him.I shall miss him when heās gone and all his mess.His dad has no integrity how can he not bother with him?especially when heās just lost his Mum.Still his loss .Weāll done Teddy for braving work its a difficult time for you.Big hugs to each one of you.
You know what I have great admiration for all you ladies , we are all suffering in a way that canāt even be put into words . We are all here for the same reason giving each other medicine off 100% support . Xxx how nice is that xxxx
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Thank god for this platform xxxx
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Thank you very kind xx
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Xxxxxx, thinking off you today Zoe xxxxxx
Sending love to you today Zoe 
Sending love to you today will be in my thoughts. Lovely photo.
Love and hugs dear Zoe.
Will see you on the other site too.
Ann
How you all doing ladies ? Xxxx