That sounds lovely purple. I too have tried to imagine my daughter somewhere peaceful and loving.
The fairy Garden sounds wonderful and will definitely be appreciated by children walking by.
Sending love and hugs to all.
Deborah xx
Lovely thoughts. I often think Lisa is just in Inverness just looking after her little family. I see her in the kitchen wit Brooke sitting on the work surface helping to mix pancake batter or sitting on the sofa with Brooke reading her a story. She was such a wonderful mummy.
With love Kate xx
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Dear Helen and all,
That was a lovely gesture of John and thats just the sort of things we do, our children are always with us and we include Matt in everything we do, I have been having a bad time as its been two years since our darling boy was with us before going off to Malawi and a picture came up yesterday from two years ago when we went on a walk with our dog star and she got so muddy, I have felt so low and all your lovely posts about our children meeting up and Purple the thought of the fairy garden warms my heart 
please share a picture when you have done it, thanks for all of your inspirational post everyone they do keep us going knowing we are not alone on this horrendous journey, love to all 
Michelle xxxx
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I also think of Gemma in her lovely little house looking after her boys ā¦ collecting Charlie from school and making their supper. She lived for her boys and was such a lovely mother. We will never understand why she felt she could not carry on and left them xxx
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Just had some very sad news that johns sister in law has just passed from covid I feel so totally sad as when we lost dawn she was great . What a crap world we live in she had covid last year and got over it .when I spoke to her as few as eels ago she was feeling great and she had her vaccine 5 weeks ago .so feeling a bit despondent xx maddie x
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Oh Maddie,
I am so sorry to hear your news. You really donāt need this as well.
My thoughts are with you.
Love Helen
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Thatās dreadful news ! So sorry to hear this especially as she had her vaccine which should have protected her . Very very sad xx
Thank you Helen .she was such a corraguios woman she suffers all her life after having a car accident 50 years ago I just canāt sto crying her daughter lives in America so we donāt know if she can evanget to her mums funeral xx
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Oh Maddie I am so sorry, my love and thoughts are with you and John tonight. Take care.
With love, Marina xxx
Maddie Iām so sorry to hear this. Thats so sad. I have had covid and my 1st vaccination and have been thinking that I would be protected should I get it again but clearly not. Sending love. Deborah xx
Hi Deborah ā¦they say after your first jab you should be sixty percent protected, just take care.
Thank you so much for your thoughts I must admit I canāt stop crying she was an amazing person we thought she would go on forever Ues lefts get our 2ndjabs I must admit I am losing the will to live now I donāt know why but am feeling life is hard work sorry to be so depressing but itās been a crap day xmaddie xx
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Dear Maddie,
So sorry to hear about your sister inlaw, there is no reasoning with this horrid Covid, I donāt think they know enough about it , its very scary. Take care all and stay safe 
xxx
Maddie Iām so sorry to hear this. It is sad and itās worrying that it was Covid after having the vaccine. Iām thinking of all. Our family have been hit with a terrible blow too. A few weeks ago my dear brother in law suffered a heart attack at the wheel of his car on his way home from work. Heād been fine, no symptoms. Itās all been such a shock. He was such a popular, hardworking, selfless man. My sister and Niece are completely wiped out. We are a small family and he was close to everyone. Because of Covid, only 15 allowed at the funeral so he didnāt get the send off he so deserved.
Iām hoping heās joined the party upstairs with my daughter, his beloved Niece and all our sons and daughters.
Love Chris xx
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Oh thank you both ism so so sorry what you have Ben through life is so cruel what have we done to deserve this .Do you think God takes the best first maddiexx
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Dear Maddie
Iām so desperately sorry to read about Johnās sister in law.
What a terrible shock for you all. 
bloody Covid19.
Yes, sometimes everything seems to be against us and itās unbearable. I felt at one point that death had become one of the family. Awful 
Iām sending you the biggest hug and also lots of love.
Purple xx
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I do believe that God takes the best first. Otherwise why would he take our beautiful children. My rabbi says I must accept Godās will. Stuff that I want my daughter back. She deserved more life and as a family we are bereft and totally lost without her vibrant presence. I am really questioning my faith xx
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Dear Chris
Gosh Iām so sorry youāve also had another loss. What an awful thing to have happened - truly terrible 
I feel your pain around the funeral. When my sister in law died last March from Covid19, most of us couldnāt attend due to the restrictions. Weāve since lost my uncle but managed to organise that in early December so 30 could go.
Itās absolutely heartbreaking all round.
Iām sending warmest hugs and love.
Purple x
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Dear friends. So sorry to hear of those of you who have lost your loved ones again. Not been good the past couple of days. Low cloud and cold again. Always affects my mood.
Love to all.
Kate xx
Dear Chris, all my condolences to you and your family I am so sorry, it can be such a cruel world at times ā¦the suddenness and never being able to say Good Bye makes it more heart breakingā¦Thinking of youā¦ A great big hug .Marina ā¦xxx