Thinking of you all this evening and sending a great big hug at this most difficult time of year. Just do whatever gets you through and I will be in bed before the bells and the fireworks. Just too hard. Wishing you all peace xxx
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Yes Victoria , just sat here crying my eyes out 5 years ā. ago we were at a party at Sarah house and Dawn fell over we thought she had too much to drink , but it wasnāt it was 2016 and it was the start of her downfall , and by Xmas she was gone . And now to top it it all off Sarah isnāt talking to me . The holiday to Garda should of cheered us up But have come back more depressed . , and all our Grandrildren have Covid , poor Jessy fainted the other day hit her head on the worktop , and all her face is bruised. . But I wish all you dear mothers a peaceful 2022 . Sending love Maddie xxx
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Hi all
I just want tonight to be over. The tears have been building all day and I just want my girl back. Itās just all too hard. People have meant well by inviting me to celebrate the new year with them. People have said donāt be on your own but what they donāt understand is that I am quite happy to do that, besides i donāt want to be crying when they are having a good time, itās not fair on anyone. Sending everyone hugs and I hope that you will find some peace in the new year.
Love Deborah xx
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Dear All,
We are all feeling the same and it helps so much to speak on here and have support from each each other, we went out for lunch today and then onto the cemetery to toast our precious Matt, I struggle to say happy New year to anyone, Iāve been very tearful lately as we all have I said to my hubbie today its another year passed without Matt 
which I know is even hardee for those that are in their first year of losing their precious children but he said its another year closer to seeing him which is just the words some of you have said and it so true 
Iām working tonight but if I wasnāt I would be in bed before midnight, sending you all much love and strength to get through and fight another day.
Love Michelle xxxx
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Thinking of you all this New Years Eveā¦and hoping each and everyone one of us will find some peace in the coming yearā¦ love to you all xxx
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Sam here in bed listening to podcasts to drown out the music & fireworks. My beautiful Laura would have been dancing till she dropped she loved all this . Love to you all
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Thanks Victoria , thatās lovely to see x
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So lovely Victoria. , I know our girls are tightly tucked in our hearts as close as they can be . Love Maddie xxx
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Thank you Victoria that made me smile
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Sitting here watched the film the green mile awful sad . So its now the 2nd jan what now . Got through new year .what now .sams never coming back .this is life now .its just wrong . I dont want this i want sam . I feel like screaming its so wrong .we all on oz we ve lost our beautiful children .its to hard xxx
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No-one can take away our memories. Memories of who our children were. Yes, tucked away in our hearts.
Love to you all.
Kate xxx
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Thats lovely, thank you Victoria
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I had a lovely walk along the beach yesterday, just me, a coffee, thoughts of my daughter and the sound of crashing waves. Very therapeutic. The beach is 2 minutes walk from my house and my daughter loved it. Iāve been afraid to go over as didnāt want the pain of all the memories we had there but I have vowed to find the strength to do it. I feel at peace and near to her there now.
Love Deborah xx
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That is wonderful , I am so pleased you were able to do it and think of Kaythyn , there is something about the sea , I love to sit and watch it . When Dawn started to feel a little bit better , th Ed first thing she asked her husband was can we go and sit by the sea . But it wasnāt a good visit Kev wanted to take her back to the hospital , it because she loved it we do Share this bond of the sea . Thinking of you Maddie xxx
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That is lovely, Deborah and I am so glad you were able to do that and find some peace. I feel the same walking in woods. Take care xxx
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Thats lovely very special the sea
glad it gave you comfort .i love the sea too wishing you all well thank you all for letting me in . Dont know what i would do without talking on here thank you zoe xxx
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Iām so glad that you found the strength to walk by the sea it must have taken so much courage x I hope it helped you find some peace
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Thanks all. I did find some peace. Iām going to go again tomorrow, weather permitting xxx
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