Good glad to hear it. for me it’s morning time it’s 9:30 a.m. and at the moment I’m not okay but I’m hoping as the day goes on I feel better. Right now I’m going out to get coffee and go to Grief hill and have a good morning cry. Like I said morning suck for me more so on the weekends. Hope you have a good time today!!
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Found a receipt in my bag that I’d picked up in Andrew’s flat. It was for £30 worth petrol and on it he’d written “Hair…tyre…2pm mums hose.” Dated 17th March. 3 days later he was gone.
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He had his hair cut…he looked so handsome…he’d had a new tyre fitted and he’d been round ours setting up a new pressure washer for us. He’d filled up with petrol for a trip to the coast with a friend. 3 days and every thing was normal and happy…only 3 days to the worst day in our lives. Oh how I miss my lovely son 
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Sue xxxxx
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Can’t wait going to see the medium on Tuesday , going to travel 70 miles , so hope Dawn comes through . If not will be devastated , but reviews are good . Take care everyone Maddie
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I hope Dawn comes through for you … how lovely would that be? Have a lovely time anyway and sorry I can’t be there xxx
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Thankyou Victoria , I will call you straight away , to let you know xxx
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Hi maddie i really hope Dawn comes through for you take care zoe xx
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Thankyou Zoe , will let you all know xxx
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Oh no Sue that must have been so awful for you to find something like that😞
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. I can say I enjoyed it! That’s a first for any social occasion with lots of people since my daughter died. It was a really community feel event and I’m glad I went. One of my grandaughters came and my son in law, it was a tonic to see them smiling and joining in. I guess it was made easier cos I knew I could dive back in my house if I found it difficult. It’s a step in the right direction for me. I did one of the things I was anxious about and it turned out ok. Might well be back to misery again tomorrow but today was OK. Better than I expected and that’s good enough for me. How has your day been? Xx
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It just brings it all home to you…how quickly life can change. One day everything is fine and then “bang” your whole world is shattered.
It’s not been a good day today.
Love to all…Sue xxxx
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Well done Nell…so glad it went well for you. XXXXX
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Do you know what, I’m sat here thinking it’s almost unbelievable that I actually had a good day. Z
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Well done Nell
Thats really good . We are allowed to do things its like we have a guilt that follows us .well done thats great much love zoe 
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I am so happy for you! I am so glad that it went well and you had a good time!!
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Sue has not been a good day for me either. I have been crying and sobbing. I haven’t even really been thinking about anything it just came on and been with me most of the day.
. Maybe tomorrow will be a little better day for both of us.
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So pleased for you Nell.
Who knows about tomorrow, today you’ve had a little bit of cheer, and that’s so good.
Love and hugs, Ann x
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So sorry Sue and Racy are having a bad day.
Nell has had a lovely big chink of light today, so I hope you all have days like that before too long.
Thinking of you with love, Ann
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Dont be hard on yourself ladys .grief affects everyone different no rules no text book its a rollercoaster.baby steps big hugs zoe xxx
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Hi all
I haven’t posted for some time but I do read your posts. I have been really ill which scuppered all my jubilee plans. I was hoping to keep busy and not wallow in my grief but I have found myself alone lying on the sofa sobbing for my girl. It’s occasions like these that I feel her loss so much. She would have been here looking after me, and she wouldn’t have minded at all, she was so kind and caring. I am hoping that I will feel better tomorrow as I am so low. I have a cough that you can hear down the street. Enjoy whatever you are doing today. Deborah
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So sorry Deborah to hear you are not well . Yes it’s times like like these when we miss the comfort of our children . And are grieving is at it’s worse . Hope you feel better soon Maddie xx
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