Michelle that’s awful news. The heartache of Matts friends family, not knowing why!
Sorry that you have felt so low these past weeks. It’s strange how we carry on most of the time but sometimes we just can’t pull ourselves out of our sadness.
Love and hugs to you.
Just going to see if there is any more news of Isobel . She was back in surgery yesterday afternoon and haven’t heard since.
Kate xx
Thank you Zoe and Susan. There have been lots of tears already today but ive got to get ready now, put on a brave face and go to the christening 
My darling girl
Deborah xx
Thinking of you today. Big hug.
Kate xxx
Hi Kate,
what a horrendous day for you, but knowing you I also know that you will find the courage to go to the funeral. Life is cruel and not easy as we all know on here.
That poor girl whose mother committed suicide, and a little innocent just 4, my heart goes out to them,
Love
Helen
Oh Deborah,
Hope you’re OK I am thinking of you and sending my love.
Love Helen
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Hi Helen. Yes it was an awful day. Still waiting to hear about my friend in Aberdeen. After the 10 hours in theatre, she bled out again and was back in surgery for several hours yesterday afternoon. Back in ICU last night but they have left her chest open in case they need to do anymore. Induced coma till at least tomorrow though.
Love to you and John. Hope the wee ones were fun btw.
Lots of live. Kate xx
Hi Kate,
Thank you for your kind words, we were in the Lake District on holiday when one of Matt’s friends contacted to let is know, I can’t stop thinking about his family and what they are going through, but like you I just keep going putting on a brave face but feel I was doing well but now have taken 10 steps back. So sorry about your friend Isobel, pray she will pull through 
I would understand if you couldn’t face the funeral for your friends grandchild, see how you feel, so sad for your friends daughter-in-law 
why are we surrounded so much sadness 
sending you all my love 
xxxx
Dear Deborah,
Hope today went well, sending you love and hugs
From Michelle xxxx
Dear Kate , so sorry you are going through so much sadness at the moment . Fingers crossed your friend will be ok . Take care Maddie xx
Michelle, it’s been such a week. Still waiting for news from Aberdeen. Tbh, sick with anxiety just now.
We have had a thunder storm this afternoon. Much needed rain and amazing skies. We are just very small on this world when we look at nature in all its glory.
Hope you have had a lovely holiday in the lakes. Its where some of my family live. Been lovely weather too.
Love to you.
Kate xx
Dear Michelle, so sorry to hear about Matt’s friend. So very sad and heartbreaking for his family … I hope they can find some peace. No matter how we lose our precious children, the heartbreak is the same.
I am so very sad that another lovely young person has chosen to take their life.
Much love to you 
Dear michelle
Im beginning to not understand this life so much heartache
Dear kate thinking of you and your friend. Dont feel you have to go to a funeral yo much sadness 
Dear Deborah beautiful flowers i hope you got through the day much love zoe
It was a beautiful day. Aubree didn’t cry at all through the whole baptism. The vicar mentioned Kathryn and we had a toast for her later in the day. A very emotional day but we got through it. Thank you all for your kind posts. Deborah xx
Oh Deborah , what a adorable little girl , you must be very proud . I am so pleased you enjoyed the day , and it wasn’t too much for you . I am so pleased Kathryn was included in the sermon . . I am sure she was there with you all every minute of the way . Sending hugs Maddie xxxx
Thanks Maddie xx
Hi Deborah…So pleased your day went well for you though as you say very emotional. You have a gorgeous little granddaughter and with such a beautiful unusual name you must be so her and your family. xxx
Sorry Deborah…it should read proud.!!!
Hi Deborah what a gorgeous little girl she look lovely very emotional for you but you should be so proud. Sending you hugs XX 
