Hi maddie aways thinking about you take carexxxx
Im layed up with covid at the moment feeling very sorry for my self .mothers day approaching ,sending everyone love
Much love zoe 
Oh Xoe so sorry , you have this bloody Covid . So many people have it , I think all our immune symptoms are down . But tell you the truth the people we know with cancer is unbelievable . Hope you have a good Mother’s Day . In a sort of way .We haa as ve no one Dawn gone and I told Sarah don’t worry about us . I will put Dawns and your cards . But I know Darah is going back to hospital to have her last checks before her chemo on Yue Tuesday. What a crap life we have . Sending love Maddie xx
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Sorry meant to say , Sarah has got to back on Mother’s Day for her usual checks to see if she can have her last chemo on Tuesday . Everyone of all her friends are rooting her on saying she is so brave . But at the end of the day , it’s her body that will say . My heart is breaking for her so much , I just want to scream . It’s so much like grieving . It’s unbelievable xx
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I understand that … it must be terrible for you but Sarah has been amazing in tolerating her chemo so well xxx
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Yes Daryl no about it , she is amazing , last night she put the first picture of herself with no hairs. It was such a shock all I wanted to do was cry . But that’s. Maddie xx Scarves . what she wanted , as dweather is better and she is so fed up wearing hats and scarfe
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She is amazing , so strong . I so wish I could be like her . With love Maddue xx
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Sending much love to all you Moms and the strength to get you through another difficult day without our precious children 
i know all our children will be with us always, safely tucked inside our heart pockets 
Love Michelle xxxx
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Thank you michelle hope you have a nice day .and thinking of everyone tomorrow with love .i have covid feel awful much love zoe
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I used to love Mother’s Day but find it hard now. Sending love to all you amazing mums (and Jim!) on here. I will be thinking of all of you. Do you think it would be nice if we all lit a candle tomorrow evening as a way of remembering our beautiful children?
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That sounds lovely victoria god bless you xx
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Lovely idea. Will do.
Much love, Kate xxxxxx
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Thats a lovely idea. I light a candle every day anyway for my daughter but i’ll light another for everyone’s precious children 
Love to all Deborah xx
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Dear Everyone. I really hope today is not as bad as the lead up has been for us . Already taken diazepam though. My partner got up in the middle of the night so I know she is going to really struggle today. Mothers Day was always a big thing in our small family, just the three of us, and this is the first one without our daughter.
We are staying in because everywhere including pubs and restaurants will be mothers day focused.
It’s just a horrible feeling of loss and emptiness , and perhaps dates shouldn’t be so important but they seem to have much more impact and bring so much more sadness than other days. I don’t know what the answers are but I am hopefully that the as the years go by this does become a little easier.
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Andy, the lead up to any significant date/day is agony and often it is worse than the day itself. Somehow, I don’t know how, we get through it. Today will be the 8th Mothers Day without my daughter, it’s not the same, how could it ever be. I will be taking a card and gift to my own Mum who is 88. Our world is a very different place and we aren’t who we used to be. One thing which is predictable is that time does not stand still for anyone eventhough we want the world to stop.
Sending everyone love and hope to get through this day.
Love Chris x
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Thank you Chris.
That’s helpful and yes life will never be the same again. As many have said it does get a little easier and one day we may be able to enjoy some parts of life again. X
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Such beautiful words, Zoe. I feel quite tearful now but so comforting. I hope you are coping with today. Much love xxx
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Thinking of you all my dear friends 
Love Michelle xxxx
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. I have lit mine too xxx