Miss my angel so much 
…loved you once…love you still…always have…always will…till we meet again my love 
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Thats how i feel every day 
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I feel the same I can’t do anything with about thinking of him
I miss him everyday all day no matter what I’m doing I would like to think we will meet again one day
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Me too, never stop thinking about him and our wonderful life xx
It’s the new normal for us all, sadly
He is in my thoughts every second and minute of each day. I hope he will be there to greet me when my time comes
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He was & is my soulmate, my whole life…my everything…life will never be the same without him
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Life will never be the same again. I miss him so much. My normal life. It may not have been very exciting, but I felt so loved. Nothing will ever replace him
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Mbg
You have said exactly how i feel.My dear wife past away in february and the grief still feels so raw.I keep reliving over and over what happened,it was all so sudden.As you said life will never be the same again.The lonelliness and emptyness is so painful especially this time of the day.I feel its not a life i have now just an “existence”.I loved my dear wife with all my heart,she loved me and cared for me for 36 years, now all that has gone.Take care
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I feel the same
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Sorry if this is not the right place to post, but missing you seemed appropriate, I lost my partner of over 25 years unexpectedly in November 23, I’ve put in a brave face ever since although all the kids are grown up and are supportive I don’t know how to tell them how difficult it is to wake up every morning without the woman I loved next to me, I’m just finalising the probate but kind of don’t want the process to end as that underlines everything. I no everyone says it’s a process and you will do things at your own pace etc, yes I’m coping far better than I was in the early weeks, but the pain and loss is constant, again sorry if this is the wrong place to post put it’s taken me 18 months to actually admit I’m not really coping with this.
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I try and explain to my adult children how I feel. There are just no words to express the utter and devastating loss of R. I miss his company. The unconditional love he gave me. His hugs, his humour, even his irritating habits.
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You are definitely in the right place. Hugs
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Andrew, I am sorry for your loss, you are in the right place. I have found that people who have not lost a long term partner do not understand your loss, We on here who are going through this painful experience do understand how you are feeling, We have been and still are going on this hard journey. I have found this site a great help and together with my supportive adult children and our village bereavement cafe that meets once a month I am just about coping. Please come on here for a chat, a rant against the world or just a ramble, I do and it does make me feel better. Be kind to yourself and I am sure she would want you to. I try and remember something happy memories that we made together, something that I did that made her smile or that she did that made me feel good. It helps although it may bring me a silent tear.
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Just keep ranting or rambling on here it helps.
It’s like people say,unless you are on this path,people don’t understand.
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Andrew281123
It is good you have found this sight
and people understand what it’s like to be without our soul mates.
Only we know how we feel, lost , lonely and trying to navigate the new life.
It’s so difficult to wake up, that is if you can sleep and not have our husband/ wife there.
Not to be able to do even the simple things, a morning hug, a kiss good night. The security that they loved and cared for you.
I found this site a few months ago and now have been to doctors and found other things that may help.
My husband died 22months ago. It’s so difficult without him and I wonder how I have managed to cope without him.
We can only take a day at a time and try not to think to the future because it causes pain knowing your future is without your loved one.
Take care.
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I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my husband in October 2023 and find that unless someone has been through it they cannot possibly understand how hard it is. I have moved on slightly that I am beginning to make a new life but if I’m honest it’s just an existence to pass the long days. I still think of and miss my husband every hour of every day. Take care
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I am sorry for your loss I lost me husband October 23 and I miss him terribly
It’s so true nobody understands what it’s like unless they are going though it. That’s why this is the right place to come you can see that there are so many people going through it you are not alone
Take care of yourself
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Nala
You are so right. We just try to exist.
Even after nearly 2 years. My mind is always on the loss of Keith my husband.
I feel as though I have lost my identity. No longer a wife ( for 48years) I lost my brother and my mum shortly before Keith.
No longer a daughter or a sister.
Life can be cruel to us all.
Take care.
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Hi everyone
Just over 12 months since my Bill passed away and I miss him more every day.
Does anyone else have moments of panic. I want to see him again - I desparately want to be with him again and sometimes I just feel total panic - well I ever see him again. I believe I will, but then…
12 months down the line and I still find myself crying every day because he’s not here. I’m so fed up with people telling me “you’re going through a bad patch, but it will get better” or saying “the sun will shine again”. I can only speak for myself when I say it can’t get better. The sun is not “going to shine again” because the one person I loved above all is no longer with me.
I’m not living - just existing from one day to the next. He left me with a lovely house and some lovely things in it - but they were for us to share and now there’s no-one. It’s a house but not a home. I don’t have a family of my own so I really feel totally alone. Bill had two children but they’ve got their own lives and families.
I’m scared of three things.
1)Having to live without my Bill
2)Dying
3)Not being with Bill when my time comes.
Am I just being silly - probably - I don’t know.
Sorry to go on at length. Guess I’m just having a bad day. Trouble is I can’t seem to find any really good days.
Thinking of you all and sending love and hugs 
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