He will always be with you as I know my angel will be I eventually went to sleep but he came to me in my dream all wa a good he was a bit annoyed I never listened to his advice as he was teaching me to DJ and also I sing a lot at karaokes so it’s his way of saying carry on babe what you use to do I will always miss him and love him so much would have been our 2 years being engaged next week x
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It is so beautiful isn’t it, that our angels are still with us in our dreams and still watching over us 
I hope you are okay on your would have been 2nd Anniversary as you can.
Take care X
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Thank you x
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You’re welcome X
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It’s horrible I feel for you x 26 years tina an me i sit a talk to Tina saying it should. Be not you you would have copped far better then I am x miss babes xx
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that’s made me cry, you have just described the pain i am going through myself, it is the worst feeling in the world to lose your soulmate i will never get over it
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My thoughts are with you I’m good for couple of hrs then sink back so so lost. It hurts dearly trying I am
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Talk is good I feel I have new friends that and is in the same as me together I hope by texting it helps a little hugs to you all here from you soon any time xx
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I know its just nice to speak wth others like ourselves who know exactly how we feel once we have lost someone.
It has been coming up for 8 months for me
I did not have any family support from my daughter here she just doesnt get the grief and has told me shes busy working and looking after her teanage daughters. I know we have busy lives but 8 months and she has phoned twice. Guess being in your 40’s you dont think about death.
My other daughter also in her 40’s stays in Australia but phones me every week. Strange no two children the same.
I noticed that only really two of my friends keep in touch weekly. Most people seem to just say they’re going to be in touch but dont.
Anyway hope everone survived this storm last night. Still wet and windy in Edinburgh and hopefully get out to sort garden later this afternoon
Enjoy your day today best as you can and look after yourself
Lynne x
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Hello wet and windy in Fife today too. I have found some the same that people say they will be in touch. ,offer to help. But as time passes most don’t. I don’t have any children. Only family is one brother Take care in this awful weather. x
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Hello. You sent me a message but I can’t find it x
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Hi @Ilovehorses
He was her stepdad but she didnt really bond with him he was her dad since ahe was 7 years old. My other daughter in Australia who was 5 years old is so different she always asks how im doing and phones weekly. When my husband was alive we never saw her unless we visted them by car. I dont drive but have gone through twice by train and visited these are the only times i have seen her since he passed 8 months ago. She was never one to contact us unless she wanted money otherwise we could go months without any contact so i am not surprised however she has never asked how i am but when i have told her was told thats a shame and to move on.
Guess we all handle grief different. Think i was upset when she said she wished her partner did not come back that hurt.
But now i just let nothing get me down anymore.
Life is too short 
Take care
Lynne Xx
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Sending love & big hugs X
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Sorry to hear about your non-support from one of your daughters - that’s quite sad that she is so close and yet so far! People tend to get busy with their own lives after a while, I used to be in touch with a few people but now most have fizzled out leaving just one or two that still message me occasionally.
Storm Isha was very scary and loud last night it kept me up until very late. I was worried about the left wall in my garden which is already wobbly but, this morning, to my pleasant surprise- it survived the storm 
. Storm Jocelyn is expected tomorrow another day of worrying 
Take care X
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Hi @Angel1309
Yes guess people are busy with their own lives now sign of the times.
I still talk with my friends werkly and my other daughter in australia. Hopefully should meet new friends when i go back to volunteering with MacMillan hopefully next month. Joined a choir but only gone twice
need to rethink as paying monthly but it is a good 1.5hrs to get to and back and 1.5hrs rehearsal so in the winter cold months dont feel like going.
Storm over have had to fix bird table and wind chime which had bent in two.
Another day tomorrow hopefully it is not too bad
Take care
Lynne x
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Hi Lynne
At least you still have the support from your other daughter and your friends.
I don’t know how I would have coped so far if it wasn’t for my daughter and my friends.
Volunteering is such a great way to keep busy and make new friends. I have applied to volunteer at an orchestra but unfortunately the person I contacted had an auto response saying she was on sick leave so I am hoping to hear from her sometime in the near future.
Apparently storm Joycelyn is not reported to be as aggressive as storm Isha so fingers crossed for tomorrow 
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Have a good night and tomorrow as you can X
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Hi @Angel1309
You too hope you get a good sleep tonight.
I usually have a couple of hours just not full night yet hopefully i will one day.
Sleep well 
Lynne x
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Hope all well .well as it can be got tina ashes back yesterday ouch and fingerprints on a card put them in frame upsetting I no but a card board box for tina Now looking on Amazon another day x let’s see what today brings
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Hi Lynne
Thank you I slept okay last night with the help of the ´Classic FM’ being shown on Sky Arts. I hope that you will achieve a full night sleep sometime very soon.
Take good care X
@Angel1309 I’m at 8 months now and it is still very painful . We are letting off a couple of fireworks Friday as it would have been his 59 th birthday and our 31 st. Wedding anniversary
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