Wishing you a speedy recovery 
Please take care xx
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Just like to say thankyou all as we go through all we go through the long days the dark nights an it begins again .i ask my self would tina coped better if i was the one to go first . Be honest no is the answer we are one a unit a now im half unit people say life goes on .it does I reply .but in my head i thinking your not were I am are you. .what I’m trying to say thankyou all for reading and your comments and yes we are all on that travel xxx who Noe’s were an what will be xx
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I had a really bad night last night crying my eyes out
Today I’ve got my grandson again so took him down the lakes to play in the park .It was horrible without Steve we used to love taking him to the park together and having a laugh .I so miss holding Steve’s hand when ever we went out for a walk I keep putting my hand out but he’s not there anymore
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It’s so very hard isn’t it . When I have my grandsons ,they are such a joy , but tainted with sadness . Their granda should be here watching them grow , he is missing out on so much , also they are missing out not having their granda in their lives . Especially the oldest one , he was 8 when my husband died . They were best friends . So sad for all of us x
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We have a great grandson he was just under one when steve died but we have loads of photos of them together it’s so sad they won’t see them grow up x
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Hi @Pam14
Me too my great grandson was 1 year just 2 weeks after my husband died.
So sad he wont be here to see him growing up. He loved him so much all i can do is show photos and keep his memory alive.
Sending hugs and 
Take care
Lynne Xx
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They are a joy to be around when you can Steve loved all the grandchildren we loved going on holiday with them al when we could But sometimes when I’m with them I miss Steve even more it hurts to think he won’t see them anymore xx
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Hi @Pam14
Yes it brings it home to you.
My daughter is in Australia has been for 13 years miss the grandchildren although we say them the year my husband passed away. Hopefully go back this year but without him will feel so strange but live goes on and i have to be strong and go to see them.
Take care
Lynne 
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I feel ya pain took me years to get over losing my parent and step parents but mainly my mum met my angel 3 years ago then last July he was taken from me suddenly every time I cry my heart hurt more I can’t take this pain any longer life can be so cruel I’m fine when out for a few hours but as soon a I’m home the tears come thick and fast I keep saying I’m sorry and wanna see him never got time to say goodbye because of his family 
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I’m so sorry life can be so cruel
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And you Lynne always here to chat to anyone
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My oldest daughter lives in New Zealand she’s been there 24 years I have 5 grand children over there I don’t fly so haven’t seen them for a few years…Bit sad she didn’t make it over for the funeral But she’s coming for a visit next month x
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That’s a shame so sorry to hear
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Weekend all most here take away Fri going to say did not enjoy it Chinese serve me self right. Beats having a bowl of cornflakes the joys not. Trying to be happy a strong .failing miserable hope you all doing a little better take care of yourselves
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Hi @ Martin2
Another weekend to look forward to and its wet wet wet snow and storm to come 
Feeling sorry for myself full of cold cant be bothered today.
Will just have some soup and early night
same as every other night groundhog day.
Hope you manage a nice weekend we survive somehow
Take Care
Lynne
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It’s horrible. Thinking going to bed seems my new life to be honest I have tried but thought flood back no one understands like us that on here they say nice words but that does not make up the emotional feelings x you have a good weekend stay warm typical start of spring
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We all grief differently I have good support friends and my fiancé auntie but still not the same
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Same here Martin , seem to spend the days just looking forward to going to bed
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