Weather the same here its miserable, suits how we are all feeling just now x
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I had my husband’s birthday on 4th Jan and what would’ve been our 48th anniversary on 15th Jan it was a tough month with also coming into the first new year without him x
Have the next ‘first’ on May 1st marking a year since he passed, it doesn’t get easier thats for sure. My birthday on 23rd April this will bring a memory of him bedridden and in and out of sleep but he still managed to wish me happy birthday, wont get that this year 
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Just got me self this can’t bear looking at the 4walls got to get out me an 3dogs going to give me self something to look forward to weekends if the weather is good
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Well done @Martin2. Get off in that and try and enjoy it. Your dogs must be a great comfort.
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Just had the phone call. Rogers ashes are ready for collection. Now I’m in bits again.
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@Bailey2 so sorry , it’s nearly eleven months for me too . Nothing gets easier . The longing for him is so painful
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@Martin2 Well done you. We had caravans since our youngest was born and then changed to a motor home when we retired. Such happy memories. I’m sure you will enjoy getting out and about in it. take care,
Ann
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I found it very hard getting my husbands ashes but at least I got him back home
Sending hugs x
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Thankyou. I’m going to my sisters for a couple of weeks. Think I’ll collect him after. Dont want to leave him home alone
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Hi @Martin2 well done you. I know how hard it is but I hope you get out and about in your new purchase. I’m sure the dogs will love it.
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Beautiful picture and treasured memories glad you have a safe place now
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Thinking of you & sending big hugs 
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Wow hope you have fun as you can x
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@Martin2 that’s a great move . I hope you can get to some nice trips to the coast for some fresh air walks with your lovely dogs
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This one I got has a motor mover. Yaa makes life so much easier thinking about. Though I still be alone there what am I doing
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Well done you, that will get you out and about, enjoy your weekend adventures with your dogs , they will love it xx
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@Ilovehorses . I feel your pain . My husband always painted the fence and the decking and shed . The wind has broke some fences the decking and shed are rotting and need replacing. The fence is covered in cat scratches. Hardly saw that when he was here . I feel so useless without him
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Sending hugs xx
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I’m away with family it’s not the same as being with Steve .i wished I had more confidence with driving so I could go away but as you say you would still be on your own it’s so rubbish isn’t it x
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Our lawnmower is in the shed , my wife’s funeral is on Friday and she’s coming home before we go to the crematorium, so me and my daughter wanted to do the back garden for her ( as she will come in through the back patio doors ) . My wife had put the key to the shed somewhere and we have no idea where , couldnt find it so I had to break into my own shed , in floods of tears because I couldn’t ask her where the bloody key was .
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