You honestly think that you are a nasty person and I find myself questioning out lives together based purely on their attitude now and I hate that. I feel that those kind of people show complete lack of empathy for a partner/spouse of someone who has passed and deserves respect at the very least but sadly in many cases those individuals can see no further that the end of their vile, spiteful noses. Meanwhile the effects of their cold -heartedness is hard to comprehend.
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Karma - enough said.
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Don’t apologise, you need to share.
Some people really surprise and disappoint don’t they.
I do understand.
I am sorry they cannot see the love you had for each other.
Love and hugs xx
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I can fully relate to what your saying,my wife passed a little over ten weeks ago,our son didn’t put in an appearance until the funeral two weeks later,only two members of her family showed up at the funeral,my sister didn’t even do that,my brother is an “ime here if you need me” most of family and friends have gone radio silent,and people wonder why I am a cynic,I really hope you and everyone else finds some solace.
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I miss my husband like crazy every thing keeps going wrong at home my family are helpfully but they just keep asking for money I just hope when the money is gone they will still want me
Thinking of everyone who is grieving and going though crsp with there family x
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I don’t think you are being cynical.
Take care,
Rose
Sounds so familiar…how heartless some people can be…they don’t really understand what we are going through losing our beloved because they are so wrapped up in their own little world of wanting money. Money is the root of all evil…I keep repeating that but it’s so true.
Best wishes to everyone x
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Overcame with emotion at the end of my yoga class yesterday tears kept welling up my eyes. Yoga seems to have this emotional effect on me, and everyone I guess.
This morning I woke up feeling weepy missing my angel so much 
my love I will live my lonely life for both of us, feeling you beside me makes me feel loved, comforted and protected. I hope you are at peace free from all suffering now my angel 
Sorry I am going on a bit - one of those mornings 
Take care everyone x
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I know exactly how you feel. Its just awful waking up every day feeling so unhappy because we have lost the love of our lives , I just go through the motions every day, but only feel half alive .
Will I ever be happy again .
Love to you and all of us walking this lonely road . Xo
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That’s exactly how I feel just trying to get though each day just surviving each day as it comes someday feeling very vacant as if I’m not here it’s all a big nightmare and I’m going to wake up
Hopefully, we will all feel better one day and not so alone x
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Yes. Woken up this morning feeling so sad, exhausted and wondering what point there is in getting up.
It’s a beautiful blue sky here and the sun is shining but still I just don’t care.
4 months in feels like it gets more difficult every day. Xx
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Hi Pam,I find the days all merge into one,it’s like seven days rolled into one it’s either dark or light,we always cooked a special Saturday night dinner,and debated what roast we were having for Sunday,I haven’t cooked (only air fryer and micro) since my wife passed,I don’t think the word lonely covers it,it’s much more.sending you a virtual hug Ron.
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It’s like a deep emptiness and you can’t find your way out and I’m 9 months in x
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Yes, awful isn’ t it waking up alone and nothing to look forward to without our angels by our sides. I lost my half the day I lost him and now, like you and all of us, just exist day after day meaningless Thank you for sharing.
Let us hope it will get better one day 
Love and strength to all xx
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I am sorry for your loss - 4 months in, still so raw. Please try take one day at a time. I’m 14 months in and still, somedays, feeling as if it only happened yesterday
Take care xx
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I still cant believe that my other half is gone 
and as you say , its like a nightmare 
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I hate to see the sun shining now , i would rather see the rain , it suits my mood more , no.life without my love . I’m 20 months in , i’m just existing miss him so so.much .
We had 50 years together, so its really hard without him. Xo
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So lonely this evening…started work at 8 am (from home) this morning and the day went so smoothly that it took me by surprise that silence didn’t seem to bother me as much as before! Perhaps, I was beginning to get used to this horrible silence as loneliness, I thought!!
Then as the afternoon approached things started to change and by the time I finished work at 4 pm the feeling of sadness and emptiness set in - missing him so badly wishing that he would be here with me watching TV together after work like we used to! Life without my angel is so horrible, so lonely, so empty and so horrible! I love you and miss you so much my angel
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At home alone all day and didn’t speak to anyone so can’t wait to go into the office tomorrow!
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Hi @Angel1309
I’m so sorry to hear you’re feeling so down today.
I guess we all have these days.
Yesterday, i cried most of the day.
Didn’t see or speak to anyone, so I just felt so low.
Today was out at shops and met my aunt for coffee, so it’s not so bad today. I am still sad but no crying yet
Sending you strength hugs and love 
Hope you have a better night and say tomorrow
Take care
Lynne Xx
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It is hard the loneliness and the silence is terrible I don’t work so every day is the same I do wish me steve was here with me still .
It’s so hard trying to feel your day all I do is cry when I’m in and when I’m out anywhere I go because he’s not with me x
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