I still cant believe that my other half is gone 
and as you say , its like a nightmare 
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I hate to see the sun shining now , i would rather see the rain , it suits my mood more , no.life without my love . I’m 20 months in , i’m just existing miss him so so.much .
We had 50 years together, so its really hard without him. Xo
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So lonely this evening…started work at 8 am (from home) this morning and the day went so smoothly that it took me by surprise that silence didn’t seem to bother me as much as before! Perhaps, I was beginning to get used to this horrible silence as loneliness, I thought!!
Then as the afternoon approached things started to change and by the time I finished work at 4 pm the feeling of sadness and emptiness set in - missing him so badly wishing that he would be here with me watching TV together after work like we used to! Life without my angel is so horrible, so lonely, so empty and so horrible! I love you and miss you so much my angel
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At home alone all day and didn’t speak to anyone so can’t wait to go into the office tomorrow!
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Hi @Angel1309
I’m so sorry to hear you’re feeling so down today.
I guess we all have these days.
Yesterday, i cried most of the day.
Didn’t see or speak to anyone, so I just felt so low.
Today was out at shops and met my aunt for coffee, so it’s not so bad today. I am still sad but no crying yet
Sending you strength hugs and love 
Hope you have a better night and say tomorrow
Take care
Lynne Xx
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It is hard the loneliness and the silence is terrible I don’t work so every day is the same I do wish me steve was here with me still .
It’s so hard trying to feel your day all I do is cry when I’m in and when I’m out anywhere I go because he’s not with me x
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Life is so hard the emptiness the lonilness nights are the worst. I hate thecempty house everything seems pointless. Xxx
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Sometimes I feel I’m doing ok then suddenly something overwhelms me and I’m so low and dispirited, sobbing and shaking. It’s too hard to cope with.
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I know that feeling Wooly I just wish we could turn back time. Xxx
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This is so true just have to hope that things will get better but I seem to be feeling worse as time goes on and family don’t bother with you anymore
Send hugs x
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Mine never have, i am very much alone in this the days are long but the nights are a all lot longer. My phone doesn’t ring anymore. Its so quiet. Xxx
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Hi,
I know how you feel, being retired as I am every day is the same and living alone I just detest it, it is so lonely most of the time ! All you can do is think of your loved one and get emotional when there is nothing else to distract you . Only so much housework you can do, I do try to go out even just for a walk & fresh air but some days you can’t even be bothered with that.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day for us all, fingers crossed !
Take care and always look after yourself xxx
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So familiar, being alone, the silence and the sudden downward change in mood and confidence.
Love and hugs everyone,
Rose xx
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Yes if only we had the power to go back in time and hug our loved ones just one more time xxx
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I spend my time watching GBN news cause I just don’t have the patience to watch dramas most of the time, the most I watch are the soaps cause they’re only on for 30 mins most if the time !
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Me neither xxx
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Yes the silence is the worst xxx
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I have the tv goi g cant tell you what anything is about.xxx
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I think of that so many times , just want to hug him and him hug me , its so hard . Bad day today 
, so lonely and lost without my dalin.
Never thought it would be so hard .
Love to all on this long lonely road without our loved ones
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Aww Carly i know that pain. There is no where to hide no comfort from anything. I try each daycto do something but my mind wont let me concentrate on out.
Like yourself i never thought it was going to be this hard.
My hope is one day we will all find happiness ofcsome sort. Xxx
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