Sorry for your loss. I just lost my wonderful partner 4 weeks ago, suddenly had a cardiac arrest, no warning, no illness. Am heartbroken, can’t even function most days. The funeral is in about 10 days, I’m in a daze, he was my everything 
. I’m glad I found this site, as reading these gives comfort. Am thinking of you.
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I am sorry for your loss , my husband died from a cardiac arrest 5 months ago . I understand how you are feeling. It’s such a shock. Early days for you take things slowly hour by hour . Be kind to yourself, keep posting on here
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L.j.g
I’m so sorry for your loss.
My lovely husband died 9 weeks ago. Nothing can prepare us to how we feel. I still can’t believe that Mark will not come home. His coat is still hanging in our porch. It’s just so unfair. I feel for your loss x
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I am so sorry to hear of your loss Hun x
If you don’t mind me asking what date did you partner pass away x
Sending hung 
I know the pain is so unbearable
My partner passed away on 5th January.
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@L thank you so much. I am so sorry for your loss. It’s 2 months for me. It’s still hard. One thing I know is that our partners will always be with us. We truly love them. I am giving you good vibes, prayers, and hugs!
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Hi greenland
I wish mine was here right now i need a hug at this moment
Sarah
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Thanks for the hug , hope you are getting though your day a bit better
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I am not to bad I am getting thought the but still crying everyday
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I know it’s really hard isn’t it , thinking of you
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Bittersweet few days. Mick’s daughter’s had her second child, a little girl, early yesterday morning. I had Ethan, his first grandchild over night.
I am so lucky to be part of their lives. The baby is just beautiful. But I am so sad Mick isn’t here. Family was everything to him. He really wanted to meet the new baby although he knew he wouldn’t have long with her.
I’ve just got back from meeting her myself, and just can’t stop crying now…
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That’s so nice a new addition to the family, I can understand how you must be feeling it . Without Mick to share it with
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Sending you a big hug , its so hard isnt it .and we tell ourselves we are lucky to be part of their lives .doesnt make it easier.
I went to my grandaughters other granddads birthday gathering, only small get together…but to hear her call him grandad breaks my heart , and i cant even talk to anyone because i just have to suck it up .i nearly didnt go but they are so kind to me .
So i do know how you feel xx
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That must have been so difficult for you . I can understand how you can’t share with anyone. Sharing on here always helps
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Itsnice to share here cos people understand ,and i dont want people being frightened of saying things ..hopefully it will get easier x
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Congratulations on becoming a grandma 
However I am so sorry that mark is not here to be proud Grandpa. X
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It is so hard in family situations as you can’t tell them how you feel. But it is also like the elephant in the room as everyone knows someone is missing…. I
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Ive also got my sons wedding in May ..not sure how ill cope ..but we will together xx
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Thank you for your kind words. So sorry for your loss, it’s very hard. Life is so lonely, even with friends around, they go home, then the loneliness and crying starts. I shall keep visiting this site as it has given me some help I need.
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I am glad you’re finding this site helpful, we all understand, it’s a hard rollercoaster. In my early stages of grief I felt like I was in fog and felt numb . Take it slowly
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