@Titch75 I’m so sorry to hear that you lost your Nan & Mother-in-law, I can’t imagine how hard this is for you loosing them so close together. You mentioned feeling anger and sadness which is completely understandable to be feeling. Your feelings are valid and you’ve been so brave to share this with us.
It sounds like this Mothers Day and Easter were the first time you spend it without them? There’s a few other posts on the community which you might find comfort in reading knowing you’re not alone in how you’re feeling. Some members have also shared some advice on what’s helped them cope during those days. I’ll share a few links to threads below: