Hi Summer, I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve lost your son. It is understandable that it still feels raw - grief is a long process and the loss of a child is particularly devastating. I’m glad that you’ve found this site and I hope it helps even a tiny bit to be able to talk to other bereaved parents.
Hopefully some of them will be along to reply to your post soon, but in the meantime, I just wanted to let you know about some other people who have joined the site in the past few days, who have also lost children in their 20s - you can read and reply to their posts by clicking the links:
@Chloe1999: Loss of my son aged 20yrs
@michellec1968: Loosing my daughter
@Tree74: My boy Dan.
If there’s anything I can help with or you have any questions about this site, you can contact me at online.community@sueryder.org.